as i sit in preparation for today’s dyad it is with an acceptance that their exists in the cyndi experience “blind spots” Areas, here and now, that “i” don’t see, don’t hear, don’t know exist and i trust must be there are there, i trust, for no other reason than there is some “energy” that…
“desire everything, need nothing” as i enter today’s dyad it is with the intention to offer everything that blocks this… Thank you for the triad Now what? physical sensations are “strong” So what? YES to deepening into what is arising… Suppressing desire is limiting God… It feeds the experience that there is an aspect of…
New identity is not what you think. The personage you walk around as is also a construct, born in most ways through the idea of history – what happened to you yesterday, or perhaps in your youth, or perhaps in a past life, if you wish to go there. The truth of your being, we…
Hello Confession – sitting here with the intention being brought to today’s dyad has activated a “fear response” how cool is that (she writes with a grimace 😉 ) Heart pain growing The topic: Permission, freedom to desire, to want, and to be in certainty that it is God’s good pleasure to give me the…
Truth can only be experienced. It cannot be described and it cannot be explained. I can make you aware of the conditions of truth, but the experience is of God. Together we can meet its conditions, but truth will dawn upon you of itself. What God has willed for you is yours. He has given…
I see all things with new eyes. I see the ones before me in truth. And I comprehend their requirements for change beyond any basis I may have chosen through historical data. The aspect of me who knows their requirements knows the way to claim them in the high order of the Upper Room, by…
“The ghetto is an idea made manifest” – The Book of Innocence My current understanding is that this work is not about fixing the world’s ghetto’s – it’s about agreeing to the process whereby I will rise in vibration to a point where fear/lack/hatred etc cannot exist ad therefore anything/any form that holds these lower…
On this day I choose to align all things that have been, that have been known, that have been claimed as history, to be invoked in this new scale, this octave of being that is the Upper Room. And as I choose this, I allow the energetic field I hold to be utilized in this…
Compassionate Inquiry session this morning exposed the sense that what i am is broken and wrong… Conversation with sister after and – well – the physical explosion of standing still in pain is here… this sense that the “world out there” responds to any sense of brokenness “in here” that they attack me with all…
Nothing is outside of God. The idea that anything can be must now be replaced with a new thought, a new claim: All That Is holds all that is within it. You cannot fight the darkness. you can bring the light to the darkness, but illumination is never a battle. “This seems an impossible task.”…