January 14 2025
Hello
Hi
The “word” that is arising to describe the current state is “cranky”.
There is a sense of moving through something thick and heavy and somewhat oppresive.
And yet….
I am moving
things are “getting done.”
and well
I Am HERE NOW ME
My focused Intention as i enter today’s dyadic experience is to make the small self available to be completely assumed by the TRUE SELF
nothing else appears of import
“The Divine as you, not you as the Divine”
Thank you for the dyad along with this peaceful dreamy easy feeling
Like Twi-Light
Like sinking into a trust so deep that the Divine can have it’s way with me and there is nothing here left that holds a will to resist.
There are no secrets i wish to hold onto
No treasures i will to cling to to comfort me
What is here with a need for comfort?
There is an awareness of fear – a sense that i can be wrong, do wrong – be the mistake.
and all of it – in all of its permutations i will to have brought to the LIGHT of TRUTH.
Resting around physical sensation…
Letting go of what has been held tightly
BEING Willing TO Receive Love and Care
Being Willing TO Receive all the gifts Being offered.
Now Now Now
What Now?
What is MOST USEFUL NOW?
Memory of receiving the prompt…
Allowing for the New
the sense that it was stopped a distance from the physical form
In front of the chest…
a feeling of pain diffuse
as the invitation worked on this layer – the denseness of the fear…
the diffuse dread that arises at the consideration of the letting GO of HISTORY
of surrendering the World that was created based upon what was
The Invitation to Allow for A Life without Attack and Defense.
Without a remnant of a belief in fear
I choose to be the experience of the embodiment and expression of the Divine Self.
Without apology
Without distortion
Without Justification or Defense.
There is a knowing that what is being offered here is “like” giving birth
The story goes there was “some pain” in the process – and yet…
In Love and In Joy – there is no memory of suffering/trauma
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