January 29 2025

Money

Today as i enter the dyad space it is with the intention to re-articulate all aspects of the cyndi story as it relates to money.

To have it all reclaimed into and as the Frequency of Love and Above

I appreciate that from the perspective of the small self i cannot know what this looks like.

I accept – gladly – that based on how cyndi has been “built” there are blindspots to her blindspots (thank you Dan Siegel for that terminology)

and so i make this request blindly and in

Trust Faith and Love

So that just happened (the dyad)

Deepening

Surrendering

Allowing

An acceptance that NO aspect of the “cyndi story” is personal

that the shame and guilt that arises – that weaves its way through the aspect of the story relating to money is NOT personl

How could it be? After all there is “no person” here

What you take to be a person is a thread of memories and habits…

So – What Now?

A fear arises that if the aspects of the cyndi story that touch the “idea of money” are brought to conscious awareness, are brought to the Light of TRUTH…

that cyndi will be undone

unrecognizable

…in the moment of realization the person ceases – identity remains – but identity is NOT A PERSON – it is inherent in Reality ITSELF

AM I READY TO MEET MY MAKER?

I AM

I CHOOSE THIS

I CHOOSE THIS IN THE ONLY MOMENT that it can BE SO

NOW

The body gurgles and depending on where attention is placed there is a feeling of….

movement, stickiness, cold, achiness

and all is being held

Rest into, little one…… Rest AS

There is a sense of falling into the sky – so full, it is so vast

cyndi is being undone here and now

To BE RECLAIMED A-NEW

TO THE TUNE of Love and Above

and as these words appear a sense of something other than that makes itself known – a sense of “who am i to believe that i can embody the fullness of who i be?”

A sense of clinging to a being who is not yet there

And I AM Holding Her – here in the Only Place

I CAN EVER BE

Which

is

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To access on 30 min audio on today’s contemplation listen to the audio dated Jan 29 2025 here: I Think, Therefore