January 30 2025

A few minutes ago i completed a vesticular eye balancing process and now i feel – hmm – out of whack? stirred up?

I lean towards the word…

discombobulated

confused and disconcerted

The “theory” is that the fascia holds past trauma’s, stuck emotions/etc. – and exercises like these bring the stuckness to awareness and – well – unsticks them

It’s now an inner soup of disturbance

and i appreciate that it is history, that it is old constructs that were built using various fear flavors – and the opportunity exists for all of it to be re-articulated in the Frequency of Love and Above.

and this is what i am choosing as i step into today’s dyadic experience…

Thank you for the triad

For this moment

For the movement

into NOW

Curious

open

The image given

The quaking Aspen Trees

One Root ball – miles of trees – intraconnected – individuated oneness

Humanity

One Root ball – billions of individuations

if this is so

There is this moment of Fear – am i (cyndi) a victim of the root ball – imprisoned by the collective story?

and then i saw…opened and allowed for the deepening into the recognition

The realization

That all of “humanity” is a “drop in the ocean” of the Supreme Brahman, of the Tao and…

i, as cyndi, one tree of billions is capable of opening to and allowing communication from the Sea of Consciousness

From the Divine

Back into the Root ball of Humanity

That i, the tree named cyndi, can choose the direction of communication and can choose to be one way in…

can allow love to touch any and all darkness contained within the root

Yes – i choose this

i surrender cyndi’s autonomy to this one purpose

Let the Light Shine in the darkness

I Give my Life to this

NOW

Hand Holds pen

Hand Holds

purring cat against torso

All is WELL in my World