April 15, 2025

Hello

Confession – sitting here with the intention being brought to today’s dyad has activated a “fear response”

how cool is that (she writes with a grimace 😉 )

Heart pain growing

The topic: Permission, freedom to desire, to want, and to be in certainty that it is God’s good pleasure to give me the Kingdom

Thank you for the dyad

GOD AS

GOD AS THIS

hand moves World is created

each form seen and interpreted –

given meaning

I CHOOSE FREELY TO surrender “gladly”

All history, without censor, to be known A NEW – in the frequenc of Love and Above

NOW NOW NOW

So

What about desire?

How to be with the fear response to the idea of allowing desire to rise up in this sense of a me…

Me separate?

The idea of a me separate feels ludicrous – and obviously not true

Miraculous evidence accruing continuously

I am fully supported and never alone

and…

there is an “experience” of self that desires, that wants to hmmm…

Intimacy with the world

to be seen and to see

to touch and be touched

open and honest and unafraid

no hiding

and

more than that

to be in a relationship with a partner – to know my “soul mate”

and

well

To have more fun

There is a sense that i have been “knocked out” of the contemplation with these last few words

That there is a sense of being more solid and less an expression of the Divine

How can that Be?

GOD SIMPLY IS