April 18, 2025

as i sit in preparation for today’s dyad it is with an acceptance that their exists in the cyndi experience “blind spots”

Areas, here and now, that “i” don’t see, don’t hear, don’t know exist

and i trust must be there

are there, i trust, for no other reason than there is some “energy” that feeds the sense of separate self…

and all separation is a denial of the Divine

and all there is is God
God as this and this and this

as i enter today’s dyad it is with the intention that all the Blind Spots that feed an experience of separation be brought to Conscious Awareness

Be brought to the Light…

Thank you for the triad

What is here to be examined is a physical sensation

that “appears” to run from the left hip/groin area, up the left side of the spine – under the left collar bone – up the neck and under and thru the left ear

There is the “seeing” of story/history/identity built around these sensations

An “attachment” to the history that has this sense that…

This pain is part of “me”

It has been part of me for decades

Even the history that says…

This is when it started, the yoga helps, the fascia maneuvers help, it is so much better than it was…

All couched in timeline – beginning, progression, story –

All, i see, identifies me as tethered to a limited form

Denies the Holy Instant, feeds the belief in time and form and me separate…

Justifies me separate through story, through history

I see it, I accept it, and i see the sense that I am somehow helpless to do anything about it

On my own i am nothing

With God ALL THINGS are possible

Blind Spots

Beyond the small self’s ability to comprehend…

Beyond the Known

What now?
Now what?

I will to will thy will
I will to align to the Higher Will
Word I Am Word through this intention
Word I Am Word

I Am Word thru the Body
Word I Am Word
I Am Word thru my vibration
Word I Am Word
I Am Word thru knowing myself as Word

I Know Who I Am in Truth
I Know What I Am in Truth
I Know How I Serve in Truth
I Am Free. I Am Free. I Am Free.

I Am in the Upper Room
Behold I Make All Things New
I Have Come. I Have Come. I Have Come
I Have Come. I Am Here. I Am Home. I Am Known. I Am Loved
It Will Be So
God IS. God IS. God IS.
It Simply IS