Thank you for your presence 🙂 What follows is the writing that came through me as part of a daily writing dyad practice I have participating in since the end of 2020. In each of these writings you will discover a written intention that is set before the dyad and then a response that came through after the 40 minute dyad practice. To find out more visit: The Global Dyad Meditation Project
I am grateful for the agreement to meet every experience as an opportunity
as an opportunity to expose the ideas/constructs that comprise cyndi’s life that vibrate with a flavor of fear and have them remade A-NEW
In the Frequency of Love and Above
A memory has risen a few times recently…
Sitting on the couch with Mark (the ex) when he spotted a picture of me and Sarah taken before the first Bells Palsy
My smile was huge – open – covered every inch of my face
I don’t remember his exact words but i remember how i felt…
like i was broken, damaged beyond repair and that it was somehow my fault that my face didn’t work like that anymore.
A few minutes ago i completed a vesticular eye balancing process and now i feel – hmm – out of whack? stirred up?
I lean towards the word…
discombobulated
confused and disconcerted
Money
Today as i enter the dyad space it is with the intention to re-articulate all aspects of the cyndi story as it relates to money.
To have it all reclaimed into and as the Frequency of Love and Above
I appreciate that from the perspective of the small self i cannot know what this looks like.
This morning i wrote this question (from the book Alchemy) into my notes… Where do i deny God and why do i choose to do it? A short time later i was doing a fascia release when the phone notified me that a message was there… Before 6:00 AM ? The body mind system responded…
How may i know myself in this moment so i may know all things?
A question the guides suggest can be asked, here, now, by me…
Memory of the podcast with Tara and Dan –
The Newtonian Reality and the “All is Supreme Brahman” – both valid, both real
Is it that the Newtonian Reality is held within Brahman?
I see the small self attempting an explanation to what it can not know from its current point of viewing
On this day I choose to allow every aspect of myself that has been or will be known by the idea of fear to release any claims that have been made upon me by fear, to be free of itself, and to align to its potential as fearless. In my agreement to be known without fear, I give permission to release any investment I may have in fear as my ally, so I may be knowing my world as one without fear. As I say yes to this, I give myself permission to release the memory of fear that I have known myself through, the projections of fear that I may be utilizing as a small self, and, as I say yes, I come forth as the release of fear, the idea of fear itself, is made known in my field. – Beyond the Known: Realization
This morning the “body” is speaking loudly on a number of different fronts
As if it’s fighting against the idea that everything is vibration
and that there is NO SEPARATION
and what is taken to be solid and real is solid and real and it is going to “prove it” by taking my focus/attention away
What if it was all True?
What if the Teachings were true?
What if only Love is real and anything that would suggest being cut off from the Divine is being played out only in the ocean that blocks the desert road?
In the illusion…
Sitting down to dyad with the “person in the world” on and still active
It’s not yet 8 and i have already been up and back down for a nap
Bread dough is rising
I have read, showered, walked the dog and fed all 3 4-leggeds
Started working on the new website.
and here i am?