cyndi’s contemplation

Thank you for your presence 🙂 What follows is the writing that came through me as part of a daily writing dyad practice I have participating in since the end of 2020. In each of these writings you will discover a written intention that is set before the dyad and then a response that came through after the 40 minute dyad practice. To find out more visit: The Global Dyad Meditation Project 

February 5 2025

At some point we have to go get the license plates off the Soul and turn them in. It’s not insured anymore. It’s “time” to do the taxes. And there is accounting work to put in place to keep An Open Door organized. Each of these items – as i attempt to place attention on…

February 4 2025

I say yes to opening the door to what is churning on the other side What is hiding in the shadows What was touched yesterday – activating a sense of panic, nauseousness, and a small self mind that wanted to find someone to attack. An intense feeling of not being safe, of being a failure…

February 2 2025

In the past few days i had two men ask to meet with me – and then they cancelled on the day of. Within the past week there were 2 other male friends who were looking to join and then, well, didn’t. It wasn’t until this morning – when a 7:00 AM call got cancelled…

February 1 2025

I am grateful for the agreement to meet every experience as an opportunity

as an opportunity to expose the ideas/constructs that comprise cyndi’s life that vibrate with a flavor of fear and have them remade A-NEW

In the Frequency of Love and Above

January 31 2025

A memory has risen a few times recently…

Sitting on the couch with Mark (the ex) when he spotted a picture of me and Sarah taken before the first Bells Palsy

My smile was huge – open – covered every inch of my face

I don’t remember his exact words but i remember how i felt…

like i was broken, damaged beyond repair and that it was somehow my fault that my face didn’t work like that anymore.

January 29 2025

Money

Today as i enter the dyad space it is with the intention to re-articulate all aspects of the cyndi story as it relates to money.

To have it all reclaimed into and as the Frequency of Love and Above

I appreciate that from the perspective of the small self i cannot know what this looks like.

January 28 2025

This morning i wrote this question (from the book Alchemy) into my notes… Where do i deny God and why do i choose to do it? A short time later i was doing a fascia release when the phone notified me that a message was there… Before 6:00 AM ? The body mind system responded…