cyndi’s contemplation

Thank you for your presence 🙂 What follows is the writing that came through me as part of a daily writing dyad practice I have participating in since the end of 2020. In each of these writings you will discover a written intention that is set before the dyad and then a response that came through after the 40 minute dyad practice. To find out more visit: The Global Dyad Meditation Project 

January 27 2025

How may i know myself in this moment so i may know all things?

A question the guides suggest can be asked, here, now, by me…

Memory of the podcast with Tara and Dan –

The Newtonian Reality and the “All is Supreme Brahman” – both valid, both real

Is it that the Newtonian Reality is held within Brahman?

I see the small self attempting an explanation to what it can not know from its current point of viewing

January 26 2025

On this day I choose to allow every aspect of myself that has been or will be known by the idea of fear to release any claims that have been made upon me by fear, to be free of itself, and to align to its potential as fearless. In my agreement to be known without fear, I give permission to release any investment I may have in fear as my ally, so I may be knowing my world as one without fear. As I say yes to this, I give myself permission to release the memory of fear that I have known myself through, the projections of fear that I may be utilizing as a small self, and, as I say yes, I come forth as the release of fear, the idea of fear itself, is made known in my field. – Beyond the Known: Realization

January 25 2025

This morning the “body” is speaking loudly on a number of different fronts

As if it’s fighting against the idea that everything is vibration

and that there is NO SEPARATION

and what is taken to be solid and real is solid and real and it is going to “prove it” by taking my focus/attention away

January 23 2025

Sitting down to dyad with the “person in the world” on and still active

It’s not yet 8 and i have already been up and back down for a nap

Bread dough is rising

I have read, showered, walked the dog and fed all 3 4-leggeds

Started working on the new website.

and here i am?

January 22 2025

It is to wake up from a dream that you have been conspiring with, and resonant with, and, in the new resonance, what is, was, but is known anew. – Beyond the Known: Realization
“What is, was, but is known anew”

What is been received, here, over and over is the message that cyndi can be “re-articulated” (friggin cool word)

Without fear!!!

January 21 2025

There is a wave of “it’s not alright, my life is not alright” that is being seen.

Heavy, dank, exhausting

eyes pulsing as i write.

Would perhaps scream but there is NOT Power behind the urge.

and – strange or otherwise there is NOT SENSE of a “problem to solve” here…

or that it is personal or even mine.

January 20 2025

The “small self” is “disturbed”

Not in a “troubling” way – more in a “the mud at the bottom of the glass has been kicked up and clarity i – well – not clear.

I Will to Surrender ALL the mud – that every aspect of the cyndi story be reclaimed in the Tune/Frequency of Love and Above

Let every voice but God’s Be stilled in me

January 19 2025

As i enter today’s dyad it is with the desire to have an inner conflict resolved.

The story…

I am preparing for a “future” discussion/teaching where we will be looking at how to be with ACIM Workbook Lesson 128 while being in the world.

and i am noticing the expectation that “others” may be in disagreement.

There is a sense of “right and wrong” in here which is out of alignment with my sense of the lesson

January 18 2025

As i enter today’s dyadic experience it is a heightened sense of “inadequacy” in almost every exchange cyndi is having (or choosing not to have) with others…

distorted perception…

a fear of being attacked for saying the “wrong thing”

a fear of being attacked for resting into and connecting with others just as i am in this moment NOW

I ask for assistance