January 12 2025

Hello

Hi

As i prepare to enter today’s dyadic experience it is with a specific aspect of the “cyndi” i will to surrender and have reclaimed in the upper room.

I FULLY EMBRACE THE TEACHING that it is possible to be the human experience – fully immersed – without any flavor of fear.

That i can be the embodiment and expression of the Frequency of Love and Above.

I CHOOSE THIS

I also gratefully accept the assistance of the guides in the release of a structure that is in agreement to any aspect of fear, hatred, defense or attack.

The specifics – everytime the thought “emma” arises in my conscious awareness there is a contraction, a sense of fear, of not being able to stay vulnerable and exposed…

a wanting to close up and turn away

The root is not clearly seen by the small self.

I TRUST in MY GUIDES – i Surrender this dyad to the most HIGH in Service to Love, To God.

Thank you for the dyad

Thank you for the deepening into…

the recognition of how deep the resistance to the asking, opening, and receiving of assistance is in the cyndi human experience…

along with how – well – ridiculous the resistance to assistance is.

The Divine is Always Here…Always Now… Always ME

Resistance – the turning away/closing off of receiving help from God…

is the turning away from the TRUTH of what I AM

The world “out there” which includes this physical form.

Which includes all other “humans”.

it is also ALL Supreme Brahman

It is ALL GOD

Justifying a fear response to the thought “emma” is the same as holding the belief that there is something other than God.

That the world has a power to defeat Love

NONSENSICAL

INSANE

and is not even supported by the cyndi story.

GOD IS HERE NOW

LOVE IS WHAT IS HERE NOW

These aspects of the cyndi story colored by fear.

Well FUCK

Let it come out of hiding

Let them attempt to have any power to feed the fear.

While I Stand Still in the Upper Room

IN THE TUNE OF LOVE and ABOVE

I know WHO I AM IN TRUTH

I know WHAT I AM IN TRUTH

I know HOW I SERVE IN TRUTH

I AM FREE I AM HERE

IN Love In TRUTH in every cell of my Beingness

NOW NOW NOW