January 19 2025

Hello

Hi

As i enter today’s dyad it is with the desire to have an inner conflict resolved.

The story…

I am preparing for a “future” discussion/teaching where we will be looking at how to be with ACIM Workbook Lesson 128 while being in the world.

and i am noticing the expectation that “others” may be in disagreement.

There is a sense of “right and wrong” in here which is out of alignment with my sense of the lesson

Another way to say this…

There is a loud inner call to be approved of by others “in the world out there” for my teaching that…

“the world out there holds nothing i want”

that the “world out there” is simply an outpicturing of my current level of consciousness

and that it’s Purpose is to Light Up what is “in here”

So this is what i am asking for help with as i enter today’s dyad

Pretty Pretty Please with sugar on top – it feels soooooooo sticky

Thank you for the dyad

I SEE THIS ENERGY STILL

The energy of desiring approval

There is the knowing that it comes from the desire to be safe – which arises from a belief that i am not safe being me in “the world out there”

The sense of NOT BEING SAGE

is a low level chronic fear vibration that is inherent in the cyndi story

What is the gift that can be received now from this?

BEHOLD I MAKE ALL THINGS NEW

STAND STILL in this NOW moment

Rest in the Divine Questions

What is the Divine Gift that I Am here to express?

What is God Willing for in this NOW moment?

If i knew who I BE what would i know?

I see the activity of the small self as she continues to project various pictures of

NOT ME NOT HERE NOT NOW

Holding her as I would hold a wet joy-filled wiggling puppy

IF ALL IS GOD (and ALL is GOD)

Than this aspect of self – this fear based outpicturing is God as well

God in Drag???

So what do i do with this she asks, wishing there was a grin…