January 26 2025
On this day I choose to allow every aspect of myself that has been or will be known by the idea of fear to release any claims that have been made upon me by fear, to be free of itself, and to align to its potential as fearless. In my agreement to be known without fear, I give permission to release any investment I may have in fear as my ally, so I may be knowing my world as one without fear. As I say yes to this, I give myself permission to release the memory of fear that I have known myself through, the projections of fear that I may be utilizing as a small self, and, as I say yes, I come forth as the release of fear, the idea of fear itself, is made known in my field. – Beyond the Known: Realization
“release the idea of fear”
as i step into today’s dyadic experience i say yes to all of this and i give whole hearted permission that it may be so in this NOW moment i find myself in…
Thank you for the triad
“You made your bed and now you have to lie in it”
I will for the release of any fragrance of fear associated with these words
These words brought to conscious awareness during the (trial) triad
I Give my Willingness for this to be SO
and
I See and agree to be accountable to all aspects of the cyndi story as I stand still in this moment
As each page, each chapter is reclaimed in the Tune of Love and Above
Now Now Now
What now the little mind asks – as i watch her scramble to get away…
To get away from HERE NOW ME
With a story line dripping with fear it is no wonder that she scurries – attempting to be anywhere but…
HERE NOW ME
Softening, quieting, patiently holding space
watching the mind quiet, relax, surrender in the now moment
WHAT IS HERE NOW?
The sound of the pen moving across the page
The taste of chocolate – somewhat gritty in the mouth
A horn, movement above, coolness, a hum…
Watching as the little self again turns away – starting a “todo” list for something she calls “later”
Plants in bulbs of water are here now. How many different shades of green in the leaves?
Thought of Joel talking about throwing the seeds of a pomegranate (?) out the backdoor and watching as 100 new plants spring forth.
By what MIRACLE AM I HERE?