June 2, 2025

I must have decided wrongly because I am not at peace
I made the decision myself, but I can also decide otherwise
I will to decide otherwise because I want to be at peace.
I do not feel guilty, because the Holy Spirit will undo all the consequences of my wrong decision if I will let Him.
I will to let Him by allowing Him to decide for God for me.

As i enter today’s deyad it is with the yearning to be assumed/consumed by the Monad

to have every aspect/every thought, every idea be given in Service to God…

I see the personhood filter operating

I ask for Help in having it reclaimed in the frequency of Love and Above

Thank you for the dyad

and for the clear seeing of the sense of person separate operating – almost as if on autopilot

BUT NOT

There is an awareness of a level of tension in the body

A clearer seeing of a “Tone of Fear” that is hanging on…

some confusion as to how to be

“I made the decision myself, but I can also decide otherwise”

There is an awareness of an aspect of self that is not “choosing otherwise”

and the knowing that I DO CHOOSE SELF REALIZATION

I Am of the Source of ALL things
I Am in the Source of ALL things
I Am with the Source of ALL things

The aspect of self that clings to the stories of who she is that was constructed in fear, separation, a denial of the Divine is SOURCE

and can be held in and as the Love that Source can only ever be

LET NO SECRETS BE HID

There is a deepening into the recognition that the aspect of self that holds an identity in separation is not in charge of me

and

That it is safe for it to be fully expressed and be witnessed

NOW NOW NOW

All is Well
all is always well