March 6, 2025

This is “me” showing up even though…

Even though what? Is there something else i would prefer to be doing?

no…

There is just a different way I would prefer to be feeling…

hmmm

ok

So, with the Helen Hamilton Satsang in “mind” i come into this dyad space with the intention of “holding” the one who is experiencing this sense of diffuse irritability in Divine Peace.

That is – if i can find her…

Thank you for the dyad

and yes

I will to know myself a new

I give heart opening agreement to having all attachment to separation be undone

Separation is a denial of the Divine

So what now?

The sensation around the pubic bone calls…

Can i be with it without story?

What is this sensation really?

congealed energy – looks like tar

Eyes pulse…

can i keep looking?

The idea seems to activate fear

Fear is a denial of the Divine

God simply IS

Where is God not?

What can be harmed by looking?

body is getting hot…

What is this for?

There is a taste of something arising in the questioning with curiousity and without expectation

The deepening into the understanding that “this” (whatever this is) is Beyond the Known and to simply continue to practice…

What is this for?

hmmm…