March 27, 2025

During this morning’s C.I. session it felt as if a vault door opened and what was eposed was a “very young” energy of intense pain…

confused as to what she had done wrong – feelings of not being safe, not being loved, not protected…

at the end of the hour it was as if “today’s cyndi” came back online – the body felt solid/grounded – a sense of stepping into this day and getting it done.

I can see the pain – it’s locked in the chest – it colors the world – though not in a way that feels “unsafe”

As i enter today’s dyadic experience it is this energetic “blob” that i offer

As real and personal as it feels i accept that it is Universal, “impersonal” and that the opportunity exists it to be re-Known in the Frequency of Love and Above.

For the Benefit of All

it is this i choose of my own free will

Thank you for the triad

how does one open a locked room?

Where is the key?

Is there a key?

A door?

A room?

From what perspective can the room be seen for what it is?

What is it?

The fun thing is there is a knowing that what has been hidden has been exposed and is been Re-Known in Truth.

The train of thought that would suggest otherwise is weakening

The knowing that it is not personal is strong enough to hold the space for its undoing

The pockets of the identifying with the i who is wounded, frightened, unsafe, alone, unloved…

They are becoming easier to see and hold and allow to be

They are not what holds me apart

They are mine to hold in Divine Love in service to the Tao as the Tao

God expressing as cyndi

not ever cyndi expressing as God

Do you see?

In this one seeing the door unlocks

is removed from its hinges

In this one knowing

The room is no more

God is

It Simply IS