Sept 2 2025
The outer self and the inner both are imagined. The obsession of being an ‘I’ needs another obsession with a ‘super-i’ to get cured, as one needs another thorn to remove a thorn, or another poison to neutralize a poison. All assertion calls for a denial, but this is the first step only. The next is to go beyond both. I Am That #75
As i step into today’s dyad it is with the teaching…
the fastest way up the ladder is to fully be/accept/welcome the rung you are on
and with that in mind i ask that…
the thorns, the poison, the denials, the assumptions and expectations that color this moment now be brought to conscious awareness
let no secrets be hid
Thank you for the dyad 🙂
“cyndi unleashed”
what does that mean?
Where is “cyndi” leashed?
Where is there a constriction, a containment?
What fears Just Being – this and this and this…
hmmmm
cool – right?
How living in the question softens it all…
There is NO problem here that has not already been solved…
No question that does not dissolve in Just This
Just Being This Here Now
and
There is NO Fucking it up
No way that anyone or anything with burn in Hell for all eternity
A memory arises
Being in the shower thinking…
“6 years till both girls graduate from High School
I can survive this Hell for 6 years…”
How may years ago was that?
What part of Ne Here Now identifies with Her There Then?
Whose memory is that?
Can you prove a me in that shower?
How many times has memory proven to be faulty?
Enough times to loosen the grip on any part of it…
To Let Go of insisting “This is me”
Time Here Now Me to step into the Leading Lady Role in this Now Me Story
What does that mean?
No clue
This sense of a “separate me” is only fed the lines one word at a time
Am i willing to step off the cliff into that?
ABSOLUTELY!!!
“The outer self and the inner are being imagined”
USE IT ALL
OK
I WILL