July 1 2025

On this night I choose to allow the release of any and all barriers that I have erected to love, that I have utilized to keep myself away or from love, that I have decided must be there, should be there, or will always be there. On this night I say yes to the level of tone that can move this in fullness, that can release the structures that have been erected through these beliefs, the past habituated behaviors and expectations that I have utilized to keep myself from love. As I agree to this I am sung anew; I am claimed anew, I am received anew, and I am known in love, of love, worthy of love, expressed as love, and in the vibration of love. I am Word through this intention. Word I am Word. – Awakening to Love

Thank you for the dyad

blessed and grateful for the realization…

The sense that I can know myself as Source and I can experience myself as cyndi, as human – but what cyndi is – is out of Source, is somehow other???

And, how in this seeing, that there is believing attention given to this idea that cyndi is disposable, that her life is a throw away

There is a sense of this as a heaviness in the gut, a pain in the heart, a head that feels muddled

It is not so much the “seeing” that cyndi is a throwaway – but that what cyndi is is something other than Source.

Is it really TRUE that cyndi is something other than Source?

Intense physical sensations arising

a feeling of something wanting to cling to this awareness as a life line

A fear of forgetting

Can it really be true that there is a cyndi, an experience, a life story separate from Source?

I see the split even in one of cyndi’s favorite mantras….

“cyndi dies, I am eternal”

or

“I am on the 1000 year plan”

This rejecting cyndi – this putting her out to pasture and labeling her as something other than Source…

Thank you for this seeing

this construct that has been utilized to keep me away from love….

I say yes to the “level of tone” that can move this in fullness

Now works 🙂