May 23, 2025

The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want
He maketh me to lie down in Green Pastures
He Leadeth me beside Still Waters
He Restoreth my Soul
He Leadeth me in the path of righteousness for His name’s sake
Yea, though I walk through the Valley of the Shadow of Death, I will fear no evil, for Thou art with me
Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies
Thou anointest my head with oil
My Cup runneth over
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of My Life!|
And I will Dwell in the House of the Lord forever

As i enter today’s dyad i confess to a sense of distraction, heaviness…

and so it’s this i la on the altar…

Thank you for the triad

and for the memories of 1984 that are floating to the surface

There is a knowing/a trust that the story is simply packaging

WHAT I AM

is never born and will never die

and so what I AM is not the product of past experience

This 46 year old “memory” is tethered to a belief

An “idea” about a “me separate” that – well – holds a lot of low density crap

crap – extremely poor in quality

This “idea” plays out in many of the cyndi stories

The “cyndi moments” are always overshadowed by another’s tragedy

and “cyndi’s i need help” moments are either downplayed, ,ade to be her fault, or overshadowed by others much worse stories

I get that this idea is not unique to cyndi – it’s not personal

So – How to deal with it’s presence Here and Now?

I will to will thy will
I will for the Higher Will
Word I Am Word through this intention
Word I Am Word

The recommendation/instruction for this day is to provide space around every thought, word and action

Be willing for….

“He maketh me to lie down in Green Pastures. He Leadeth me to Still Waters”