Oct 29 2025
I collapse time through certainty. My desires already exist in the spiritual realm. I do not question when or how. I know they are mine.
Time bends to my consciousness.
What I claim in certainty manifests instantly.
I am living proof that miracles are natural when you operate from the 99% reality.
As I sit in preparation for today’s dyad it is a continuous stream of thoughts about next week that bombard me and pull my attention…
There are a pocketful of feelings that there are decisions to make and things to do…
A feeling that I could do it wrong. That there is this “i”, separate, that is the decider and the doer and may very well fuck it up…
It is this sense of separate self who may fuck it up that I offer to be re-known during today’s dyad
What is the 99% reality?
And how to be the direct experience of that?
Thank you for the dyad
Now what?
Hand holds pad
Hand holds pen
A sound is heard as hand moves…
As words appear
There is a sense of the words arising- being seen- in a world that is “other than”
That is separate from what sees the words appearing on the page…
SLOW DOWN
How many separate parts are there in this story?
Two hands
A pen
A pad
Words appearing
Sounds
Sights
There is the writer of the words
There is the witness to the words appearing…
And- there is the question…
Where do the words come from?
Where were they in the moments before they were given to the hand that holds the pen?
And by what mechanism does an aspect of personality attempt to feed a story of
NOT HERE NOT NOW NOT THIS
Anything but this
Feeding the story of sharing this now experience with others later…
And also feeding the memories from the dyad
And curiosity about what the WhatsApp message is
And and and…
Mind activity all arising
Here and now
Not personal- not evidence of a life separate
Simply…
Simply what?
Simply an invitation to feed the projector that plays the story of a world out there
hmm…
I am ready to experience what occurs when the illusion of separate is no longer fed…