Sept 11 2025

All things i think i see reflect ideas…

I confess the sense of a “me separate” is coloring this moment and there is a wish here for it to be different…

This sense of being apart from Truth, Joy, Life is heavy and i pray, as i enter this dyadic experience, that it be lifted…

Thank you for the dyad

I Love you God
My heart aches in the realization of all the aspects of my life i have denied you
That i have denied the Divine
I am so very sorry
Please forgive me
No matter what it means or where it will take me i will
For you to have all of me

Thank You

Hand holding pen moves
Words appear
The words arising seem to come from other than the thinking, analyzing mind…

I Will for God to have ALL of me

I Will for the Letting Go of ALL Independent Thought

and there is in this prayer, the understanding that thought is either “egoic” – ie coming from coding built on

NOT ME NOT HERE NOT NOW

or it is Divine Thought –
Which is What I Am

I Will to Give No More Energy to that which would deny God in anyone, at anytime, in anything

and i ask for any and all assistance that this will be so…

BODY SENSATIONS are LOUD

Throat closing, heart heavy

held within this body/mind is a Denial of the Divine

What you damn damns you back

What you bless blesses you in return

I Am in GOD
I Am of GOD
I Am with GOD

I know what i am in truth
I know who i am in truth
I know how i serve in truth

I will be known, i am known, i know

Behold I Make ALL things NEW

NOW NOW NOW
Period Period Period

And so it IS

AMEN